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Am becoming a real hypocrite these days !!!! :(

Kiss in the Rain

How wonderful it would be to kiss in the rain!!!! I mean a lip to lip kiss with someone you love in the rain! Oooops .. even the thought tantalizes my inner desires.. cold n heavy water drops hitting the bodies, drenched in heavy rain, revelling even the slightest touch, closing in on each others face, feeling the breath.... phewwwww... can't imagine more.. I am in office ;-)

But the fact still remains that I have n't even french kissed anyone yet and now I am dreaming about 'kiss in the rain' !!! poda poda..:-)

Prashob

Bad Sons/Daughters Beware!!

Kudos to Govt.of India for passing a law to ensure senior citizens are not left at their children’s mercy.

You do not need to search intensively to find a old parent who is left out in despair by covetous son/daughter.

There used to be a man(people call him a beggar) who used to come to my house ,clad in worn cloths, with an unshaved face. He was of Tamil origin. He used to call in once in two months or twice. He was not at all talkative but his eyes were. Those deep eyes carried the story of all the mysteries of his life... Whenever he visits my home we used to give him a meal plus some (meager amount of)money and some cloths if he asks for. After a few visits he became more friendly and used to tell us about his family his daughter etc. As we expected he was left out by his son. He had one daughter also on whose marriage he spent all his accumulated wealth.I was surprised to hear that he visits her daughter once in 3-4 months and spends the money he earned through begging to buy gifts to her. His eyes used to sparkle while talking about his daughter. My eyes used to fill with tears when I see this man walking back along my courtyard,bathing in hot sun, holding a wooden (walking ?)stick tightly in his trembling hands..

Each time when he leaves my house I used to pray 'Oh god please make him come back in two/three months' . It is foolish to believe that God will grant all your wishes!!!.. is it n't ?

prashob

Letting Go

As silence fills my loneliness
Only for you my heart cries
The growing gnawing pain within myself
That tears every senses of my life.

Tears flow endlessly
Even my eyes swells in deep agony
But nothing had been left
That I burned even more with desire
Just to feel the warmness of your embrace.

I still have the memories when we first meet
Memories that I thought would just be the beginning
And would never end
But suddenly it was gone with the wind.

I always say I LOVE YOU
Deep inside my heart I do
Thinking that you feel the same way too
That even we’re miles away we can make it through

I felt my world shattered like a glass
One day when you told me that I was just a back up
And that you are still in search of your perfect match
For someone you can marry even when there’s no real LOVE.

I have been waiting for a chance
Hoping that one day you would realize and understand
I gave you everything that I have
Just to let you know that I love you so much

You have closed your door to me indeed
Even if I was just trying to talk , just being a FRIEND
Then I realized,Perhaps I was obsessed and was pushing myself to you…
And now, I need to say goodbye and Let go.

Courtsey : www.pravstalk.com

bACk...buT NoT wiTh a bAnG....

I dont know why I took such a long gap....

Yes there is only one answer ... Laziness

After my last post there had been many many occations when I

prepared something to publish in this page.Later discarded

them all, but why? I scraped them all because the motivations

to write was so feeble.They couldnt withstand the pressure
from other prioritized things in my life. I kept on assigning lower

priority to this.

Now do you think that it is over? Dont let someone fool you like this.

It is not over.
But what is the ultimate reason that made me write all these useless

information? May be it is the pain , may be it is emotional anguish.

Whatever may the reason but the route cause is my ego. Because

it is me who decided that I got hurt, that I should have got better treatment.

If it was some other guy he would have laughed "aaah I dont care " !!!

Please dont misunderstand me. I dont want you people to know what

is the reason for my anguish and let you enjoy another joke. I know

most of us enjoy reading other's distress stories and laugh at them

when story is finished.

That pain ignited something and invigorated my mind and I am

greatful that it triggered me to start over . I am happy that it made

me to type these letters sitting in front of this wonderful tool called blog..

And you people ... wait you may be able to see many more start overs in your life time... :)

Signing off

prashob

Thanks a Lot

I ve always been a die hard optimist. But I never thought one of my dreams ll be fulfilled in such a short span of time. And I believe many of my fellow citizens will be having almost the same dream..."Kicking the a** of corrupt politions".

Thanks a lot to the people of Kuttippuram, Kottarakkara and
Koduvalli and many other constituancies for rejecting the candidature of a bunch of "ice cream baby's". Thanks for shattering their belief that they are invincible.

Hey I am talking bout Kerala Assembly Elections 2006..

"Cat and Wireless Communication"

Albert Einstein, when asked to describe radio transmission, replied: "You see, wire telegraph is a kind of a very, very long cat. You pull his tail in New York and his head is meowing in Los Angeles. Do you understand this? And radio operates exactly the same way: you send signals here, they receive them there. The only difference is that there is no cat."